Effing Sinkholes

So, kittens, I'm not sure if I've told you or not, but I'm TERRIFIED of sinkholes. It started earlier this year when all these reports started surfacing about sinkholes. Now, I think I've started to associate sinkholes with failure. I honestly think that a sinkhole can happen at any time. It will just open up and swallow me, and right now thats how my life feels. I'm really just floating along. I don't have any true job leads, and everything feels a little hard.

 There is one good thing, a boy.  It's been unexpected but welcomed. He's adorable and sincere. He's in school and has two jobs. And  he seems like a really good guy.   So, yeah, I'm a little happy.