December 20, 2012

Hot Friday

Hola Gatitos!!

It's been a minute. I feel like Christmas has snuck up on us like a snake, like that time my brother got bit by a snake but we only knew it bit him waaaay later due to the fact that he had a pierced and bloody ear. Yeah, Xmas is like that.

I was stood up last week by the drummer. He had been honest with me, telling me that he's not looking for a relationship because of trust issues. Which is more than most guys tell me. He still seemed down to hangout and such until he just literally stopped texting on the day of our plans. I have yet to hear from him. Something of this level hasn't happened to me in a while. I thought "older" guys were above that childish behavior. ( He was 32) Obliviously, I thought wrong. 

Sometimes, I worry about being alone forever. Like maybe soul mates don't exist. Or maybe they do and mine just saw me and decided against it. IDK. 

Enjoy the Hot People

Love her!

December 3, 2012


Honey, Sweetheart, Baby, Mamacita, Lady, Woman, Ho, Whore, Bitch.

What's appropriate and what isn't?

I've been having problems with men boys at work, who seem to think it's okay to joke and call me Ho and Whore.
The final straw was yesterday when as I was alone in a small linen closet with two other guys, and another guy walks in and immediately makes a comment about gang banging. I walked out, and went straight to my manager and told him about the comment. The kid comes and apologizes and says he didn't mean anything by it. I stare at him and tell him that comments like that are almost never appropriate unless you are about to watch some crazy porn. Meanwhile, someone in the background is talking about how you can say somethings to some people, and others you have to watch your words. I literally just want to punch everyone.

There is a fine line between flirty and sexual harassment. Is it my fault because I wear eyeliner and curl my hair and like to smile sweetly? Of fucking course not. 

Men just need to learn some manners.
When in doubt on what to call a woman, her name will usually do just fine. 

It should be noted that while in a relationship my partner can call me lots of things depending on the context ;)

November 19, 2012

My Jam

So, I've decided to reconnect to my native roots.

October 26, 2012

Hot Friday



The pageant is tomorrow. The pageant. OMG. I am not ready at all. I still need to tweak my talent and work on my character bio. It's going to be a whirlwind of craziness. 
If you're free Sat, Oct. 27 @ 8 p.m. please come check out the 
@ the Nightingale Theater!! 

I'm soo essited!! After the pageant, I'm stopping by my friend's Halloween party! It's going to be a long day, but I'm ready for the craziness!!!!

 Enjoy the Hot People!!

Daisy Lowe


October 19, 2012

My Jam

October 16, 2012

State of things:

1- I'm going to be in a fucking pageant. Yup. It's not exactly how it sounds though. The show raises money for domestic abuse and it's sort of an anti-pageant. With the swimsuit portion being a representation of the end of the world. I chose Zombies, obviously. It's going to be crazy and it's at the end of this month. Only 2 weeks away!!! I'm so excited to dress up and look totally hot. (as a zombie going to the beach.  Or a girl who got bit while at the beach.)

2-Honduras is less than 3 weeks away. Still not quiet sure where I'll be sleeping.

3-My sister and I have a very delicate relationship. I don't know we just bicker sometimes. Maybe it's embedded in our DNA. That would suck. But, I wonder if coming from a dramatic upbringing makes a difference or not. I'm just tired of fighting. But, as sure as the sun will come up tomorrow we won't stop fighting. And as sure, as the moon will set, we'll love each other always.

4-Apparently, theres this new type of relationships called: Sexclusive. That's where you only sleep with one partner. You might have other "flings" or such. But, you only sleep with that one person. I think this is a bunch of MALARKEY. This is just a fancy name for fuck buddy. People can do what ever they want, sleep with whomever and such, but there's no reason to invent new terms.

4.1. WHERE ARE THE MEN WHO WANT TO BE IN RELATIONSHIPS and not just sexclusive? I've found lots of those type. I suppose I only attract those types.
I'm over it.

October 1, 2012

My Jam/Body Revolution

Yes, it's ridiculous. But that's Christina for you.
I think she looks gorgeous and fuck all the haters saying, "She looks fat." They need to get with reality. Stick thin is not healthy, unless that's how you look naturally.

I go back and forth on my body. But, I really have to remember that most of the pressure I have to feel thin, comes from society and the media. And fuck them.

Lady Gaga has recently come up with a lot of hate for putting on weight. She went from an estimated 95 to 120. Yup, and critics are saying she's fat. Society, ya'll. Thankfully though, Lady Gaga is fighting back with a body revolution. Hopefully, it will last.

I just hate how people think it's okay to judge and comment on other people's bodies.
Lady Gaga just like Christina look gorgeous.
But Lady Gaga kills it, in this Versace.

September 30, 2012

Hot Sunday


It's late afternoon Sunday, and I'm just now about to eat. I had a rough night. Well, it was a good night until I ate a philly and barfed all over the place. Similar to what this kid did recently.  Lol. I think I'll always have problems gauging my liquor intake. 
  What makes it worse, is that I only had one shot, and 3 beers. 

Once, the dust settles, I can see clearly. And so far things seem to be better.

Enjoy the Hot People

OMG, her quote, get it gurl!!


September 21, 2012

Hot Friday, dejected.

These Girls.


Holy Fuck. Things have been outta control lately. Stitches. Fights. Lost Loves. And of course bills, but thankfully, I'm getting paid at my job. I hate being so down. But shit has me waaay down.

 I feel like I don't have anyone to talk too. I thought that with moving  to Tulsa, it would bring me more friends because I supposedly  knew more people. That was a false sense of security.  
It's still a new town and making new friends takes time.  

It's easy to say it will get better, but  impossible difficult to believe it.

Enjoy the pleasant distraction of Hot People.

Mr. James Deen
Hannah Martin x Mellisa Clarke

London Andrews

Milla Jovovich


August 19, 2012

Hot People: Olympic Ed.

Better late than never...
Aly Raisman


It's been a busy weekend of work. Which is what my last weekends have looked like. But, I've managed to still enjoy myself here and there. 

I'm actually dealing with quite a bit of drama. Someone has taken what I put on the internet and is twisting it into something else, and has apparently given them to his lawyer and such.  This person found these offensive things on the internet by googling my name. 
There is so much wrong with everything that I just said, and I don't even know where to start. 
It's the fucking internet!!! Free speech should apply here in almost all cases. 

Oh,  and I have instagram now: 666tinapunk

Enjoy the Hot People!!

Michael Phelps

Evelyn Cates


p.s. if you find what I post offensive, as I've said before: kindly go put your opinions where the sun don't shine. Also, it helps if you don't fucking read/view what I post. :)

August 14, 2012


While waiting for my last flight from ATL to JAX,  I heard  the flight attendant announce the flight was over booked, and they were accepting volunteers to wait in exchange for a $ amount. At that point, I was extremely tired. I had been awake for over 20 hours because of the time change of flying back from Spain.  I decided on a whim to go up and volunteer. I ended up waiting for the next flight two hours later, but I got $600 and $25 to go eat. 

I ended up going to On the Border and having my first meal back to the states: Cheese enchiladas, rice and beans, guacamole, and of course a strawberry margarita. That meal actually cost more than 25. Definitely, back in the states. 

The voucher expired the 18th of this month. I've been thinking about where I want to go for a while. Florida or some where new. I ended up going with Honduras. I leave in Nov. and I'll be gone for about 10 days. I'm worried about my sister though. She'll be on her own. But I'm totes excited. SEE, you don't have to be rich to travel. 

August 2, 2012

July 31, 2012



It's been so hot today, like 112 degrees hot.  All I've managed to do is stay inside and be a business lady. I took care of a lot of bullshit that comes with being an adult. Mainly, my student loans. Ugh, I've been avoiding them like the plague. Once I called and talked to someone it really wasn't that bad. They're not mean, or cruel. They just want all of your money. ALL OF IT. 

I've been hearing a lot of talk lately, of how people are "scared" of me. Or some shit like that, as if my personality is pure bitch. . I'm tired of feeling guilty and sorry for the way other people feel about me. I can only control myself, not how someone else sees me. And honestly, I couldn't care less whether someone finds me intimidating or not.
 Except to acknowledge it as a compliment. 

Shirt- Swap Party
Skirt-My Nana's old skirt made into a DIY, from here 
Shoes-Burlington Coat Factory


July 24, 2012


Sometimes, everything is so scattered and crazy and I start to get desperate thinking this is it. Just accept it.
But then, like a fucking miracle things start to get better.