Dating rambles

Yesterday SS asked me if I wanted to be his GF. I said yes of course. And now I find myself asking what changes now. After gf/bf status is established, what are the key changes that should take place....

This is my basic list....

1. No flirty text buddies 
2. No flirty instagram
3. No flirty snap
4. No flirty fb
5. etc
6. etc

Flirty seems so innocence, but what starts as boredom can lead to dick picks and titty pics in no time. So its just best to just cut it out from the get go. 

If your not ready to let some of those things go, then your not ready for a relationship. Simple as that. 

Problem is, everyone is looking for PERFECTION.... this ideal image that has been shoved down our throats. And until we get that person, its like we constantly have a radar out for potential mates. 

There is no such thing as perfection. 

Will I Ever Be Good Enough

I know I'm wasting my time with the current guy I'm dating. Well call him SS. I think that's my specialty: finding emotionally unavailable men who only want one thing and have zero intention of actually being with me. 

Here I am...
Giving my all to someone who doesn't want my ALL. They only want a piece. 
I just constantly question everything-
Am I good enough?
Am I thin enough?
Am I pretty enough?

Why am I not good enough?

SS says to me, "Your such a good girl, Tina"
 and in my head, I respond with... Yeah, but not good enough.