April 20, 2012

Hidden Message

April 17, 2012

April 15, 2012


I am the queen of doing this to guys. I suppose I think it's better for me to do it to them, before they do it to me.  

Tulsa is 2 weeks away, and once I'm there I won't be going anywhere for a long fucking while. I've jumped around for far too long. I'm ready to be in one place. What will be interesting though, is the fact that I can't just bounce out of the state to avoid certain men. With that in mind, I need to be more cautious about whom I invite into my bedroom. Standards, people, standards. 

April 11, 2012

April 9, 2012

A Lesson

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class 
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

‘Now,’ said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions – 
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else —The small stuff.

‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.


Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

‘Take care of the golf balls first —
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled
‘I’m glad you asked’.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
There’s always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.

April 7, 2012


If you let me, I'll take care of you.
I've loved and I've lost. 

Decency and Respect are rare traits these days, rare indeed. Even though, I'm finding out about the behavior after the fact, it still hurts a little. Hurts to know that someone would lie like that. When I said, "just so you know, you're the last person I slept with." I was being honest. But I bet, 10 million dollars, that when you said, "Same here." You were lying through your fucking teeth. Ughhhh.  It's just disappointing and unnecessary. How hard is it to Man Up and Be Honest? 

Anyways, my guard is now fully restored and 2 levels deep. Ain't trustin nobody.

April 1, 2012

Hot Sunday


Oh hey, it's that hot people thing. It's been a hot minute, I know. But as always, things have been busy and I've been all over the place. I started a new job and already got cut from said job. It was a bullshit job at QuikTrip where tasks were timed. I went over my 30 min. time limit for up keeps (Like taking out the trash, cleaning the bathrooms, ect.) one time too many and didn't refill the women's TP. Ughh, yeah, that job was not for me. Plus, the uniform was horrid.  
So, it's just about official. I'll be moving to T-town in the beginning of May. I've only been ready for the past couple of months. 

Hope today finds everyone well.

Enjoy the Hot People!

Joe Manganiello

I love her body

That hair, those eyes