I don't want to always be single. But for some reason ( I am a little picky), that's how it's been for the last 2 years. I've had little affairs, but nothing more. Even if I was still in Spain, I can't say if I would be with Tona or not. I might, but then again, we only knew each other for 3 months. And out of those 3 months, I spent about 8 days with him. It felt like so much longer. The words, I love you, were on the tip of my tongue by the end. But, of course, I remained silent.
|My hand. Cadaques, Spain.|
Maybe I should have said something, but honestly, I think it would have made departing even harder. I have to be realistic. I'm here and I have to make the best of things now. Even if I do want to live in Spain one day.
|Me. Salvador Dali Museum. Figueres, Spain.|
Hopefully that will work out and hopefully Texas will be nice to me.