Fat.

Crystal Renn is fucking beautiful and fat. Wait, fat might be harsh. Overweight maybe and curvy sounds nice as well. I'm curvy or overweight or fat. It all depends on your perspective.
My weight is a touchy subject. Its yo-yo'd over the years and currently I'm the heaviest I've ever been. I'm not huge right now, I'm pretty much in the same category as Ms. Renn up there.
Being curvy sucks. At times, I'm proud of myself, and my wonderful assets, but then at times I wonder if my problems would all disappear if I was just a little skinnier.
I feel as if the men will always overlook me for the skinnier version.